Joshua Kennedy (identité)

JOREY'S PLAYLIST

Acte I ; first stages of love

Joshua réalisant ses sentiments envers Corey : Stay.

passage significatif : "not really sure how to feel about it, something in the way you move makes me feel like i can't live without you, i takes me all the way. i want you to stay."

Joshua et Corey au moment de leur "union" : Empire.

passage significatif : "‘cause we found strength in each others’ arms, we built this love and we made it our empire, and you and i can rule each others’ hearts, we’ll build on love and we’ll make it our empire."

Joshua et Corey vivant leur amour : Our Love Will Survive.

passage significatif : "if the world stop spinnin round and heaven falls to the ground, i'll be by your side. if the sun don't shine, if the worlds don't fell, if the oceans dry, our love will survive."

Joshua doutant de son importance pour Corey : Afraid.

passage significatif : "when i wake up i’m afraid, somebody else might take my place."

Acte II ; breakup and aftermath

Joshua en chemin pour chez Corey pour lui confier la trahison de sa mère et son possible départ : Fall to Pieces.

passage significatif : "and i don't wanna fall to pieces, i just wanna sit and stare at you. i don't wanna talk about it and i don't want a conversation, i just wanna cry in front of you. i don't wanna talk about it 'cause i'm in love with you."

Joshua en voyant Corey et Hope s'embrassant : Love Suicide.

passages significatifs : "it was stupid of me to think i was enough. why should i hold up and you're giving up ? // tell me the reason why you commit a love suicide, i think you want our love to die. you did it on purpose. i'm all out of tears // you did it on purpose, you made me feel worthless, why would you hurt us ?"

Corey après le départ de Joshua : Light Years.

passages significatifs : "i sacrifice my sleep, wishing that you were here, the lies I tell myself just to quite my fears // cause it like we're light years apart, left me with no signal to trace, all of our connection is lost. you're 5 trillion miles away, you're floating away from my heart cause it's like we're light years apart."

Joshua à son arrivée à L.A. : Behind These Hazel Eyes.

passages significatifs : "you were a part of me, i used to stand so tall, i used to be so strong. your arms around me tight, everything, it felt so right, unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong. now i can't breathe, no, i can't sleep, i'm barely hanging on // here i am, once again, i'm torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend, just thought you were the one, broken up, deep inside."

Corey une semaine après le départ de Joshua : Stuck.

passages significatifs : "why did you leave ? why did you go leaving me lonely ? didn't you know you were the home, you were the only ? where did you go ? come back to me // you were my one when all has been said, all has been done, time goes by and still I am stuck on you."

Joshua à L.A. tentant d'oublier Corey avec difficulté : Everytime.

passages significatifs : "at night i pray that soon your face will fade away // and everytime i try to fly, i fall without my wings, i feel so small, i guess i need you baby. and everytime i see you in my dreams , i see your face, you're haunting me, i guess i need you baby."

Joshua dans les moments difficiles, pensant à Corey : Someone You Loved.

passages significatifs : "and i tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes, i fall into your arms, i'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around // for now the day bleeds into nightfall and you're not here to get me through it all. i let my guard down and then you pulled the rug, i was getting kinda used to being someone you loved."

Joshua se sentant vide, pensant à Corey : I'll Never Love Again

passages significatifs : "i was wrong to let you walk right out of my life, i was dumb to think that I could survive // i'll never find nobody who can love me like you do, i'll never find nobody to treat me the way you do, i'll never find nobody else babe, i'll never fall in love again."

Joshua retrouvant espoir d'avance sentimentalement parlant : Feel Again.

passage significatif : "i believe that this heart of mine can make it through and i believe that my heart can make it over you, so i keep on holding on, so i keep on being strong 'cause i know one day i'm gonna feel again and i know although my heart hurts now, i'll find a way to get up off the ground."

Acte III ; second meeting

Corey après la première discussion en message avec Joshua : All Falls Down.

passage significatif : "you’re the reason why i built my wall so high, and you’re breaking me down with every brick but who will pick up the pieces when it all falls down."

Joshua après avoir revu Corey pour la première fois en 7 ans : Only You.

passage significatif : "it guided me right back home to where you are, to the place i need, to the place i started, where i come home, the place i belong with you, and when i'm lost, it's you i turn to, only you."

Joshua et Corey se disputant : Battlefield.

passages significatifs : "one word turns into a war, why is it the smallest things that tear us down ? my world's nothing when you're gone, i'm out here without a shield // can't swallow our pride, neither of us wanna raise that flag. if we can't surrender, then, we're both gonna lose we have // i never meant to start a war, you know, i never wanna hurt you. don't even know we're fighting for, why does love always feel like a battlefield ? // we could pretend that we are friends, tonight and, in the morning, we wake up, and we'd be alright cause, baby, we don't have to fight and i don't want this love to feel like a battlefield."

Joshua après avoir revu Corey pour la deuxième fois depuis son retour : Won't Let You Down.

passages significatifs : "this is where we meet again, asking you to let me in and i won’t let you down // there’s two to ever story, two sides of a heart, the one that fears the ending and one that fears the start."

Joshua et Corey se retrouvant malgré les tensions : Army of Angels.

passages significatifs : "when love's a battle and life's a war, when i just can't go on fighting anymore // if hate is poison then loves the cure, and it's you that drives the demons from my door. when they got me cornered, close to giving in, i feel you round me like a second skin. this world's a war zone and i've got a shield and i won't surrender 'cause your love feels like an army of angels."

Joshua après avoir revu Corey pour la troisième fois depuis son retour : Borderline.

passages significatifs : "i was right, there's only one of you, you dance through life to your own tune, you’re beautiful and complicated too // you hide your feelings so i won’t cry but i'll keep waiting at the borderline, and when you're ready to change your mind, then i'll be waiting at the borderline."

Acte IV ; trust and merger

Joshua et Corey se ré-avouant leurs sentiments par messages : Falling in Love.

passage significatif : "let's not lose our way, let's not wait to say how we feel inside 'cause today is a great day for falling in love."

Joshua face à Corey avant de "s'unir" à nouveau : Unconditionally.

passages significatifs : "all your insecurities, all the dirty laundry never made me blink one time // unconditional, unconditionally, i will love you unconditionally, there is no fear now, let go and just be free // come just as you are to me, don't need apologies, know that you are worthy. i'll take your bad days with your good, walk through the storm i would, i do it all because i love you // so open up your heart and just let it begin."

Acte IV ; the last dance

l'un quand l'autre disparaît : My Love.

passage significatif : "you give thoughtfully, loved me faithfully. you taught me honor, you did it for me. tonight you will sleep for good, you will wait for me, my love. now i am strong, you gave me all, you gave all you had and now i am home."

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